Tuesday, January 12, 2010

4th =)

Its my 4th post already. My days have been very boring without you. No one to smile at, no one to laugh with and no one to love. I miss you very much. After we talked just now i start to think a lot, i think everything i do is worth it because they're for you.

You told me there are lots of problems in the future, i start to wonder as well. Yes the problems may be hard for us to solve, but i think i will find a way to solve them. I hope that you'll give us time for that. I need time to think how to solve the problems. You told me that before u almost made a mistake, i got sad as well if u think that u've made a mistake loving me... I think religious problem doesnt matter ... as for families yeah ... we can solve that.

I know that you are thinking about whether or not to accept me or not. I know u're confused about me and other girls u think that i flirt the past weeks. Its hard to accept the fact that i dont like other girls than you. I really never thought of going for other girls, but i know that i want to spend my whole life with you.

Its really hard for me to accept that u dont love me as much before, but you said you still love me, thats all i need for now. No matter how far i have to go, no matter how much time i have to spend, i will still do it for you and slowly gain ur love again. Its worth it, because I love you.

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