7th =)

Its 12 50 am in Perth. I woke up after a 2 hours nap from 10 oclock because i thought u really needed me. Maybe u just wanted to talk to me. But I promised to be there to talk to you when u really need someone to talk. Just then u told me your house has no electricity, reminded me the past. I really missed the past hahaha...

I've thought through after u said you dont want to give me an answer, all along i thought i had hope. I think im hopeless for now, Dont think im giving up tho, but i think you only needed me some time. So i should be thinking that we're maybe just brother and sister relationship. This way i feel better i guess? I think all my life i cant prove that i'm right anymore. I thought you could forgive me and give me the last chance, but im not worth it anymore.

My friend told me before that dont mention or even talk to a girl on facebook or anything, i realize how strong it can make ppl misunderstood about that. But all my life i never like to hide secrets or anything to my love, i've done this, i'll admit to her that i've done it. If i didnt, i would say i didnt do it. I thought its better like that, i thought wrong. Maybe i shouldnt say anything at all since the first place.

When i had a nap from 10 to 12, u sent me an sms. This was like my 1st time seeing u sending me an sms after i woke up since we broke up... Made me happy forwhile, but i think its just that u want to chat with me. Maybe its fate for me to wake up. I think no matter what i tell u now, its hard for you to believe, i dont blame you. U said we shouldnt have broke up, i think so too.. Because i still love you.